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Requiem for the trees October 30, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — silicongirl @ 1:56 pm

They say trees are wise,
wise because of age, patience and silent observation.
Some say they wake up and talk to each other at night,
they talk about what they saw, about what they heard,
about the essence of life.

On a late walk last night at the usual park I found stumps instead of trees, half of the usual population had vanished in just one day, they laid there just lifeless wood. The reasons could have been to prevent them from falling or catching fire as they were old and dry, or maybe they had a plague and was best to stop it from spreading to the others, still their presence was missing…

Always so discrete I’m unable to describe their exact shape,
color, height
or shape of their bark.
But what I do recall is how I used to run between them,
one even helped me avoid a fall when my dog was pulling me so hard
I remember the nice shade they offered on hot days,
and how Tallulah, my great dane,
could spend hours chasing the squirrels that chose them as a home.

Watching that void, vacant space was overwhelming,
nostalgic and it hurt.
I never thought they were that special to me,
so silent, so steady, so strong.
It show a valuable lesson:
life is change: nature, relationships, us
everything changes, even certainty is in motion.
So be wise as a tree and take advantage of life while it lasts.


Whole Earth Catalog + Visual Thinker Essay Inspired. September 22, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — silicongirl @ 1:29 pm

We are as gods and might as well get good at it. So far, remotely done power and glory — as via government, big business, formal education, church — has succeeded to the point where gross defects obscure actual gains. In response to this dilemma and to these gains a realm of intimate, personal power is developing — power of the individual to conduct his own education, find his own inspiration, shape his own environment, and share his adventure with whoever is interested. Tools that aid this process are sought and promoted by the WHOLE EARTH CATALOG [WEC]. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Whole_Earth_Catalogue

Two different input sources became in hand to me recently thanks to 2 close and influential persons. First, the graphic appropriation via a switch-plates of various quotes from The Whole Earth Catalogue. Then, an email containing a link to Douglas Coupland essay “Visual Thinkers” for Granta Magazine. www.granta.com/Magazine/101/Visual-Thinking

Given the environment I’m currently in, I became confronted with the thought of excellence and exceeding as human being. These might mean a wide range of things to the ever-prone-to-self-indulgence-and-non-committed human race, but where I really want to take this diatribe is to the radical importance of efforts and initiatives to positively transform, or at least influence the thought, belief and habits of large groups of people as means of producing a better world. Sounds dreamlike right?

First, I totally agree with the WEC on that we have to take, each one of us individually, the educational growth of oneself, leaving it to 3rd parties makes life easier but produces large amounts of cattle-mentality thinkers, no matter how prestigious or “exclusive” that education might be the only real education begins with what we learn from our family and then from what we procure to ourselves. I know visual thinkers are formed over the years thanks to input from very early years: inquisitive thinkers are as much.

We, as species are naturally curious, kids with lazy parents might get scolded for asking too many whys? instead of getting their curiosity satisfied. I think that is why at some point in adulthood one loses its will to fantasize and speculate. Other than philosophers or scientists, few of us theorize on a daily basis and more regretfully, the vast majority loses even the awareness of their surroundings.

This awfully sad and eye-opening experience happened to me just the other day. I went to the nearest cheeseburger chain, just wanted to get my combo for lunch. It was lunch time so the place was packed and the service was slow. All of the sudden I spotted an old guy – and I mean old as in 75 years-old- on uniform just cleaning the self-service refreshment machine while a kid was making a mess of it, just pushing the buttons randomly and splashing Sprite® all over the pace. Of course the mother didn’t even notice. Shish! Just remembering the sad-tired face of that guy makes my heart ache.
I turned the other way, just to notice that behind the counter an old lady was assembling the burgers, working her arthritic and delicate hands like crazy to keep the costumers happy. No sooner had I spotted this, when I noticed a man with a lame leg dragging a broom & bucket beside him, cleaning all the trash the kids and parents were throwing around, mostly without even noticing. The worst part is that all the while, everyone there except of me was oblivious to these sights. Everyone was just there munching, screaming, playing, having the nicest time ever.

To my right, 2 costumers waiting -such as I- for their order started complaining for the slow service between them, saying that they better complain to the manager. At this point I was really annoyed and disgusted. I’m usually prone to the laissez-faire, laissez-passer philosophy but couldn’t refrain myself, turned around and told the bitches something like: – Hey, have you noticed the lady making the burgers could be your mother?. That got me a couple of nasty looks but at the same time they looked at the old lady and finally zipped. Really the poverty level in people’s minds was frightening, they were totally blind to their surroundings and the real meaning of living in a poor 3rd world country with a 2-book average per year, and a total lack of respect or even awareness of the crude reality of others. Total lack of consciousness, that is what we have come to. I don’t know if this kinda stuff only happens here or if it’s a world wide phenomena but it really makes me wonder about staying here for long.

To close-up, I do agree the very best education is the responsible one we can give to our children and all the people we cherish, and I mean education for being a good human being, this means tools for understanding and keeping the eyes wide-open all life long. The perfect state, as I see it. is to maintain the curiosity all life long and to expand the learning stage as far as possible, be critical about knowledge but always humane.


The rhythm of the wind within March 13, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — silicongirl @ 10:17 am

The morning is cold and the sun is down, each breath I take makes me cold inside, but I know that in a while the shivers won’t matter at all as my soul will be above my body and its mundane needs.
I’m prepared for this, for months, even years now, I have been thinking of nothing more. My mind, body and soul are ready for the deed and I will leave behind all other link, all other thought, all other feeling that forbids me from leaving for a while my former self.
I start moving, my heartbeat, my breathing change in rhythm, my temperature rises and my mind focuses. First I’ll think of the pains, aches and every small sensation I’m physically feeling but it will fade away and I’ll start paying attention to my surroundings, the people I pass along the way, the people that pass me, the landscape, the smells, the light and the wind that blows.
Problems at work, arguments with people, recent events and the ever-recurring-thoughts-of what will become of me, what will happen with my life, which path to follow, will then come to mind, this is a third stage of being in motion.
Time passes but suddenly I gain conscience only to notice that 5 minutes have elapsed, I’m still moving and I have arrived to some other landmark from where I was 5 minutes ago. I know I have reached runner’s heaven when this happens, usually after my 10th kilometer.

This is my 8th year as a serious runner but I believe I was born one. Some people are born to swim, some to play golf, some to dance, some to climb, some to box or hike or bike. Some are not prone to sports -or at least they say so.

My thoughts are that a human being is brains, soul and body and for that fulfillment should come as a whole for those 3 areas, so every one of us has abilities and capabilities within that should be explored along those lines. And being realistic, very few selected ones are to become first rate athletes in the style of my heroes Haile Gebrselassie or Oscar Pistorius, so in the common case we will only compete with ourselves which turns out to be the most challenging competition of all, as competitive beings who love challenge, we specially love to challenge ourselves. Be better than your former self, don’t age but upgrade!

So, running is my thing. Specially long distance, specially at the forest, specially if it’s a cold morning. No other sport I have practiced, no other stuff I have done has ever left me with the sense of achievement and well being as crossing the finish line of my first 15k race, my first half-marathon and latter my first marathon. I think it has to do with the self imposition of this path I have chosen, which, in the end is set by my own pace, rhythm and internal wind.

As the Penguin says: Waddle on friends!


Translating & Localizing March 3, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — silicongirl @ 3:07 pm

“In general, little things are a big deal when it comes to translation, because the end-goal, according to experts, is invisibility. Dialogue - written and spoken - should flow so well that viewers forget that it was translated at all.” Elena Barcia for Variety.com

I’m a very lucky girl so I have many loves in my life. I have my dogs, I have my jelly-bean, I have my beloved family and a couple of really good friends. I was even lucky enough to find a job that really fulfills my life: translating.

I have always had a love for words, I try to express myself properly and I truly believe that language was created an intricate and humongous collection of expressions in order to let us express what we really mean to say in order to avoid conflict and misunderstanding. I don’t believe any word should be used lightly or when lacking knowledge on its meaning.
And, as I love meaning of things, I have always enjoyed reading, art, culture and basically had a need to see, apprehend and understand my surroundings, being they places, things or people. This, I think, lead me into having the ability and gusto of translating not only words but thought & concepts from one language to another, not by using directly translated words but making a clear distinction between the different meaning and use of words.

I do trust in the power of words, I do think that for every human action, feeling or thought there is, for each language an exact word to describe it, it is only our lack of knowledge of the vast and rich world of words that forbids us to properly make ourselves understandable.
And of course, there exists a precise equivalence between words, phrases and sayings, between Countries and traditions. I speak of equivalence, not of a mere translation, I refer to it more like a localizing process and not of an equivalence for words, let’s have some examples:

Yes, while walking on the red carpet we had an argument which resulted in him going out of the party.
If I were to only translate from English to Spanish using what I call a “babelfish style”, the result would be something like:
Sí, mientras caminábamos por la carpeta roja tuvimos un argumento que resultó en que él saliera de la fiesta.
Which is, in short, bad Spanish, a word by word translation. In contrast a good translation taking into account a neutral Spanish localizing would read:
Así es, mientras caminábamos por la alfombra roja peleamos, es por eso que él dejó la fiesta.

Words are part of a living code: language. Language is an always evolving structure, Mexican Spanish from late XVII century is as equal to Mexican Spanish from this time as Italian, references and roots are there but meanings and uses change as societies do. When translating or localizing this should always be kept in mind.


Be part of the solution, not part of the problem October 24, 2007

Filed under: Uncategorized — silicongirl @ 1:29 pm

I have always believed that the only way human race is going to ever have a chance of legacy & survival in this our beloved home planet is being part of the solution, not part of the problem.
Solution applied to almost every big issue, be it global warming, hunger, disease, abused children, animal cruelty and more specifically on this diatribe: control of dog population.
I know, i know i know puppies are one of the cutest things ever, but is stupid to breed your dog for this reason alone. Actually, unless you have a multi-awarded-best-of-show-dog is rather idiotic to bred your dog. I have often heard people say you should allow your doggie to at least have one litter in order to satisfy their maternal instinct, please! We really need to stop humanizing our pets in such a way, we are damaging not only our own dog but the age-old wisdom within nature’s balance.
People often argue -specially in the 3rd world, my home- when the issue of spaying or neutering arises, that it is not natural and that a dog won’t be “whole” after its intervention. I might agree with the non-natural part of it but dogs, as a species, have been damaged, reinvented and recreated over and over again by us humans to the extreme that we are living now a days: street dogs, abused dogs, violent dogs, dead dogs due to undernourishing or car accidents.
The origin of these dogs is neglect. At some point irresponsible owners had the bright idea of getting a puppy without the knowledge of what “owning” a dog means, without taking into consideration the kind of breed and the needs of the dog itself or even a glimpse of the long-term responsibility it carries.
Puppies are cute but also a whirlpool, an adult dog is fun and usually the best-unconditional companion but if it lacks good manners, daily long walks and nourishment it could develop aggressive-violent behavior or sickness. A senior dog usually demands more from the owner than he gives back, but after a long loving life I say he deserves it.
A good responsible owner usually researches thoroughly the breed characteristics and needs, and afterwards decides whether or not it fits his life style. A good responsible owner would never “get rid” of his dog for convenience. A good responsible dog owner would come home after work, completely tired and wanting nothing more than sleep, and still go out for a walk with his pooch.

But I’m going off track. I was supposed to talk about “solutions”. I believe the solution to this problem is being responsible. If you really want a dog first be conscious, research, think that he will be with you for at least 10/15 years and as soon as possible spay or neuter him/her.
If you feel the need for a puppy don’t buy one, go to a shelter and adopt.
If you don’t want to go through the whole training-a-puppy process, adopt an adult dog.
If you need a good, steady and serene dog adopt a senior dog.
You can adopt a mutt, you can adopt a pure breed, you can adopt every kind of age you want an suits you better. The key word is adoption.
Help street dogs, try to find homes for them. Try to get them to an animal shelter. Try to get them spayed or neutered. The main thing is to get them off the streets and to stop over-breeding.
Most of all be sincere with yourself, if you already have a dog take good care of him. If you are planning on getting one first ask yourself if you really are up to the task. And finally always try to adopt and never ever breed a dog for the wrong reasons. Become a better dog owner, become a better person, become a “messenger for the cause” by both providing a good example and spreading the word of adoption, spaying and neutering to all around you. Come on join us, come on and put a stop to the problem, come on and become part of the solution.


Get to know me! February 15, 2006

Filed under: about me — silicongirl @ 12:27 pm

Mexican in her early 30s, single, living in the south side of Mexico City.

EDUCATION
Art History at the History College of Literature and Philosophy Faculty, Universidad Nacional Autónoma de México (National University of Mexico).

Serious runner since 2000. Best PRs include: 4:45″41′ Marathon de Paris 2005, 2:02″29′ Medio Maratón del Día del Padre 2002, 1:25″32′ Carrera Bosques de las Lomas 2004 15K, 57″48′ Carrera de la Constitución 2004 11K, 51″23′ Carrera Atlética del Barrio de la Conchita Texcoco 2002 10K.

ICOM member since 2000

Puedo hablar/escribir/leer/comprender Español (lengua nativa)
I can speak/write/read/understand English (98.8%)
Je peux parler/écrire/lire/ comprendre Français (76.5%)
Eu posso falar/escrevo/lido/compreendo Português (61%)
Ich habe grundlegende Begriffe des Deutschen

EXPERTISE
2002-today PR Representative, Dealing with clients and suppliers and performing other various jobs for Labofilms, S.A (www.labofilms.com.mx). Best part of the job: meeting and having contact with people worldwide. Also having the possibility to travel. I have been in charge of 20th Century Fox Latin America Trailer Localizing account for the past 4 years.

1998-2000 Museo de Arte Carrillo Gil (www.macg.inba.gob.mx) Educational Services, Guided tours for ages ranging from kindergarten up to college students, both in English & Spanish. Creation of support materials for exhibits including design. Hiring plastic artists as teachers for workshops. Collaboration in the publication… Cherished memory of the job: Permanent collection paintings’ guided tour for blind people. Hugs after guided tour for Down-syndrome group.

1995–today Various translation jobs (English-Spanish-French).
Full-length films translation for LVT Mexico (English-Spanish)
Spanish dubbing and subtitles translation for 20th Century Fox, GUSSI, S.A., Corazón Films and Videocine movie trailers including Jumper, Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer, Die Hard 4.0, The Happening, Day Watch, Hair Spray, Black Book.
Alfonso Soto Soria essay translation from Spanish to English for Tapio Wirkkala - Eye, Hand, and Thought, published by WSOY: Taideteollisuusmuseo, 2000 in Finland(www.scandinaviandesign.com/tapioWirkkala)
Translation of Mua he chieu thang dung (www.imdb.com/title/tt0224578) from French to Spanish subtitles.
Favorite part of the job: I can work at home.

OTHER SKILLS
I run a family owned crafts shop. Excellent costumer services and administration skills.

I can work both PC and Mac platforms, preferring Mac. Basic software such as Microsoft Office, NeoOffice, Apple Works, Adobe Page Maker, Adobe Photoshop, Adobe Illustrator.

I’m a very good pack leader, always calm assertive and have a liking for large breeds. This could also be applied to children.

Can tie a cherry steam into a knot with my tongue.

LOVE
Lomography, palm & cellular pics.
Canada & Paris
Reading (I average 47 books per year, all kinds but hate Dan Brownish ones)
Thai cuisine
Charles Bukowski poetry (bukowski.net)
Art by Damien Hirst (www.artcyclopedia.com/artists/hirst_damien.html), Matthew Barney (www.guggenheimcollection.org/site/artist_bio_11A.html, Joseph Beuys (en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Beuys), Cindy Sherman (www.cindysherman.com), Yishai Jusidman (www.universes-in-universe.de/car/venezia/bien49/plat2/e-jusidman.htm)